My humiliating experiences have continued to haunt me, even though it's been 35 years since they began! What causes me to continually put myself in these harmful situations? Perhaps, I thought, if I could get the right professional help, I may still be able to have a normal relationship, or was I too far gone? Most men claiming they are submissive, would not have enjoyed going through much of what I had to. I just hope, that the actual people who were involved, don't see this, and recognize their name. That would be another story!