Spencer doesnt have a choice.
He can't choose to be different than what he isthe son of the town's worst enemy, the weakling who can't stand up for himself, the loser without friends.
He can't change the way things are.
Or maybe he can.
These are the things Spencer believes he needs to fix his life, and that is what the steroids promisea quick fix.
But promises can be broken and shortcuts are often treacherous, and Spencer must decide if those risks are worth the perceived rewardsif artificial hope is strong enough for him to be fixed, by force.