How about Me

I wrote this story based on people that I have met in my life. They had shared their emotions and encounters of their life with me. In our life, we hope and wish to make the bad memories go away. Instead, they become our cancer in our heart, never to leave our side. Some may say they are stronger then others, when it comes to dealing with bad problems. That may be true but, don't we all wish that we can make it all go away and never to return in our thoughts. I myself truly believe there are strong individuals out there that can deal with this cancer. Nevertheless, all it takes is one little something to bring that bad memory back into our thoughts repeatedly. I wish there was a pill to take so that one can forget the bad event that had happened in ones life. Never to return into our thoughts, but that would mean we just found a cure for memory cancer. Even though some hide their true self by hiding their addiction. May it be by pills, drinking, or smoking what ever? Not willing to face reality. One can only look in the mirror and truly tell them self, "What am I doing to myself"? Only one can only change if they truly believe they have the strength of the heart to do so. I believe we all have a little bit of Lilly inside of us. This is Lilly's story.