This Messed Up Church Girl

Coming up in church, I thought I knew the ends and outs of ministry and how to walk the walk of a Christian (being Christ-like) but I was WRONG!!! I was only an imitation of a routine more than I was of the Word of God! I have been through a series of events in my life that God strategically placed there for me to “Wake up and smell the Coffee!!!” So with that being said, the Holy Spirit lead me to write this book to help a lot of Saints, Christians, Believers, Church goers, Kingdom Citizens or however you consider your self identity! This book is for you if you are really ready to walk in the will, path and assignment that God has in place for your life and to also identify if you have found yourself coming to church every Sunday, every bible study and even extra events as a routine but still struggling with issues (behind the scenes) having felt like you have perfected what we know as “Being Saved!” Let me make it plain to help leaders and lay members in the four corners of the church…..It doesn’t profit you or bring God any Glory to operate with hidden issues that have not been faced. When we operate like that, we are operating in routine and a familiar spirit…NOT out the Spirit of God! Luke 9:25 (NKJV) says it like this: “For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and is himself destroyed or lost?” If you were anything like me before God took the scales off my eyes (as he did Apostle Paul), you go to church with a smile and may even operate in your gift effectively but once you leave that building you go home and face serious issues within that nobody knows about but you and God rather its physical issues, mental issues, spiritual issues and even issues you feel like can’t be categorized! If this sounds like you then this book was inspired by God through me to let you know that “YOU CAN COME OUT!” Before I go any further, I must first help you to understand that the Devil is real and the attack he has out against your life, your relationship with God and ministry is also real! He will allow you to operate in gifts and callings in front of everyone as long as your issues are getting the best of you behind the scenes (Romans 11:29)! The key is confession! As long as you hide issues, the Devil feels as though he has a secret on you, but when you expose your issues, you expose him to and everything that he has made you feel bad about! In this book, I am going to share with you “Kingdom Keys” that God has revealed to me to be free and stay free. WARNING!!! Some keys might come easy but some of them require great sacrifice and discipline but it is possible according to your faith and how bad you want something’s in your life to go away never to return! I hope this book is life changing and transforming for you and causes a release in your spirit so you can walk in liberty towards your God given purpose and destiny!